Thursday, May 20, 2010

day 7/malayland

I just got off the phone with Afdlin Shauki!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH NERVESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS


OK STOP HYPERVENTILATING.
STOP IT!

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

day 5/malayland

This is getting really frustrating, hitting these walls.
And, I knew it.

I knew long before that I would absolutely detest being here.
I watch TV and look at people around me. And wonder how I can possibly face not being able to return to the city at all. He says I will get used to it... eventually.

Well, he's not the one calling me and making me feel like I'm wanted right now :(

ABSOLUTELY HATE IT.
Having to deal with stupid government officers/specifically orang Melayu PEMALAS who talk to me like I'm a complete moron just because I mentioned that I am still a 'STUDENT'.

At least there people treat me as an equal- you know, the devil that is America, how much you want to hate the people in the country - they treat everyone with much dignity and respect. I remember last year at my future employers' office (the so-called higher authorities at that freaking APEX university) laughed in my face when I mentioned how much money I would need to make another film, to be able to return with my degree. And also talked to me like I'm an uneducated minion fresh out of school. NO I AM NOT GOING TO KISS YOUR ASS.

Ugh, right now, nothing beats the stinking hell out of being able to walk the streets alone into my comfortable Brooklyn pad, snuggling in between the sheets with my darling new cat, Puji.

SOB.