It is 9am and I can't seem to squash these queasy qualms in my stomach.
I am scared shitless.
On just about everything.
Looking at pictures of friends, acquaintances and random strangers going through 'that' phase in life I wonder if I'm missing out. Eventually I want to be able to be in that realm of holy matrimonial bliss too, but I wonder if I am ready to let go of this. Maybe I am, maybe I'm not. I don't really know. But I do know for sure that if I just jumped into the bandwagon I wouldn't be able to give it my full attention. And I want to be the best.
Wife, mother, soul mate.
So I'm taking the road less travelled by.
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