La la la

First, I'm severely depressed over my ever evolving script.
I feel that every time I see Mick (my writing teacher) it becomes a story so different from the one I want to tell.

Second, things are getting pretty intense, with classes done and over with, and everyone finally shifting into production mode. And thanks to my over-zealousness of wanting to DP two films, I'll be missing We Are Scientists/Smashing Pumpkins/Coldplay *sigh*

Third, it'll only cost me 1/8th of my budget to fly my boyfriend here to work on my set as the sound mixer. Since no one's filled that position on my crew, and now that I have some extra money for not shooting 16mm (sobs)... I'm really tempted.

Fourth, I'm sorry I've been so out of touch with everyone, I seem to be updating my FB status frequently but not writing back on your walls. I'm horrible at keeping in touch, but I do want everyone to know that I have ALL of you very near at heart (cewah perasan gile kan hihihi but I DO MISS YOU GUYS. LOTS!! sini takde sape nak temankan pegi gigs. or tengok b-grade horror films. dah la tak dapat tengok KAMI. Eida weih takdak pun kat youtube :( )

Fifth, at this moment I'm keeping myself happy by entertaining a certain thought. Of a nice one-bedroom Brooklyn apartment, making enough money to buy my own happy place back home, and of course, having my better half here with me. Just a thought, but a pleasant one. Especially when he's into talking about the possibilities of our GMP. Which we ditched when we had an almost break-up last May. Bbbbuttt.. I think I should know better than to hope against hope and then get disappointed.

Sixth, I am hating the changing weather, but surprisingly, it's not bothering me as much as it did last year. It just means no more early morning showers.

Seventh, I absolutely loved Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist. It's super cheesy but it's made by NYU Grad Film Alum Peter Sollett on a USD9m budget and is making USD26m and counting... and he was supposed to be my writing teacher last two semesters, too. But he had to go make this movie which is making millions. Of course it took him 6 years to get to that point.

Eighth, I found another bubble tea place with superscrumptious almond flavoured milk tea. It's along St Mark's and Jay thought I could use a little perk me up so he brought me there and bought me bubble tea.

Ninth, on the way back from St Mark's after bubble tea and Chipotle I bumped into Agyness Deyn. She's definitely not that super hot, she looks almost average. Poor skin, and super fake peroxide blond hair.

Tenth, I'm tired and I want to watch Grey's Anatomy. Did anyone watch Ampang Medikal on youtube? Sampai nak copy cat the theme song!! And then I read something about a Heroes rip-off, too. Why la why?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!? GAH.

Eleventh, Elina from ANTM is starting to irk me.

I can't think of a twelfth so I'm going to leave it to that. Have a nice week, people. And be GOOD!!!
XOXO (cam gossip girl plak)

OKbai.